I woke up with my hands in two different storms
One says stay, one says run for the door
Your name on my tongue like a thorn in the wine
Sweet on the front, sharp on the spine
You leave a mark in the crease of my mind
I fold it down, but it tears every time
Half of me wants to let go now
Half of me keeps asking how
I keep it stitched, I keep it tight
But the seam comes loose at night
One more pull and I might
Come apart in your light
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I break, then I call
Torn resolve, torn resolve
You know me, flaws and all
I try to leave
I try to fall
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I want it all
Your boots by the mat, my coat on the chair
A house full of silence and nobody there
I circle the truth like a dog in the rain
Back to the bone, back to the same
I said"this is done" with a steady face
Then I saw your laugh and I lost my place
I got pride in my chest like a locked-up door
And a soft little ache that still wants more
I keep it stitched, I keep it tight
But the seam comes loose at night
One more look and I might
Say your name and lose the fight
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I break, then I call
Torn resolve, torn resolve
You know me, flaws and all
I try to leave
I try to fall
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I want it all
If I choose the hurt, I choose the truth
If I choose the door, I lose you
So I stand in the wreck I made
Still reaching through the shade
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I break, then I call
Torn resolve, torn resolve
You know me, flaws and all
I try to leave
I try to fall
Torn resolve, torn resolve
I want it all
