[00:00.00]Hide Behind My Disguise (Explicit) - Cleffy
[00:00.10]Lyrics by：Samuel Maunge
[00:00.20]Composed by：Samuel Maunge
[00:00.53]Huh
[00:01.49]I don't think you understand
[00:02.96]Just how much I've had to go through
[00:06.01]To get to here where I am right now
[00:08.82]The amount of pain the amount of ********
[00:12.25]Boy you need to know is that I'm here now
[00:14.97]And you worry about me this night huh
[00:23.13]Hide behind my disguise
[00:25.00]So when you see me
[00:26.19]Please don't be surprised
[00:27.77]You know it ain't nice
[00:28.85]Let's see eye to eye
[00:30.93]Fake smile so you know
[00:32.17]I ain't fine yeah
[00:34.34]Hide behind my disguise
[00:36.05]So when you see me
[00:37.37]Please don't be surprised
[00:39.06]You know it ain't nice
[00:40.24]Let's see eye to eye
[00:42.02]Fake smile so you know
[00:43.43]I ain't fine yeah
[00:45.29]Pain and sorrow
[00:47.58]Makes me hate tomorrow
[00:50.26]Happiness I borrow
[00:53.02]From the *** and bottles
[00:56.89]This demon inside me
[00:59.11]Made me forget what's
[01:00.41]Really the real me
[01:01.60]Now I don't believe that
[01:02.84]I'll make it to thirty
[01:04.72]'Cause I hurt way too much
[01:06.07]So I'm better off dying
[01:07.94]Broken soul
[01:09.65]More like a broken home
[01:12.92]Demons take control
[01:15.36]Over my brain and soul brain and soul
[01:19.48]If I die
[01:20.83]Then maybe peace I'll find
[01:23.75]Too many tears I've cried
[01:26.50]Hope for another life
[01:30.84]Hide behind my disguise
[01:32.71]So when you see me please
[01:33.96]Don't be surprised
[01:35.21]You know it ain't nice
[01:36.61]Let's see eye to eye
[01:38.52]Fake smile so you know
[01:39.93]I ain't fine yeah
[01:42.07]Hide behind my disguise
[01:44.01]So when you see me please
[01:45.25]Don't be surprised
[01:46.68]You know it ain't nice
[01:47.98]Let's see eye to eye
[01:49.83]Fake smile so you know
[01:51.20]I ain't fine yeah
[01:53.33]Fake smiles
[01:54.12]Fake smiles
[01:54.80]Cold nights
[01:55.46]Cold nights
[01:56.16]Rewind
[01:56.88]Rewind
[01:57.50]To old times
[01:58.59]When I was living sober
[01:59.66]That's before I sipped wine
[02:01.20]If I make it to October
[02:02.51]It'll be a new guy
[02:03.92]New guy
[02:04.57]But a new guy
[02:05.94]Don't seem right
[02:06.93]Can't imagine making music
[02:08.14]With no pain that's inside
[02:09.75]Guess I'm destined for this
[02:10.98]Life and that's the way I'll save lives
[02:12.48]But if I ever lose my mother
[02:13.83]That's the day that I'll die
[02:15.68]I can't hide this pain I feel inside
[02:20.62]Feel like I'm losing mine
[02:23.12]I'm stuck inside my mind
[02:26.88]Self-medicating on the w**d and wine
[02:31.45]Now I'm losing my mind
[02:34.11]Can someone take my life
[02:38.58]Hide behind my disguise
[02:40.56]So when you see me
[02:41.48]Please don't be surprised
[02:43.01]You know it ain't nice
[02:44.34]Let's see eye to eye
[02:46.25]Fake smile so you know
[02:47.69]I ain't fine yeah
[02:49.82]Hide behind my disguise
[02:51.85]So when you see me please
[02:53.01]Don't be surprised
[02:54.55]You know it ain't nice
[02:55.54]Let's see eye to eye
[02:57.57]Fake smile so you know
[02:58.96]I ain't fine yeah