[00:00.00]Ashamed (Explicit) - Carla Geneve
[00:00.92]Lyrics by：Carla Geneve
[00:01.85]Composed by：Carla Geneve/Daniel Carroll
[00:03.25]Produced by：Daniel Carroll
[00:04.14]I take my medication
[00:07.74]With uneasy dedication
[00:11.74]I drink my pay check with
[00:14.73]Level headed moderation
[00:18.76]It takes a lot of work diligence and contemplation
[00:25.85]Trying not to **** up
[00:29.16]And working on my patience
[00:35.34]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
[00:42.41]I'm to blame I can't rearrange it
[00:48.85]It's too sad to say
[00:52.49]I'd go back and choose a different way
[01:04.58]I see people who hurt me
[01:08.10]And those who I've hurt in turn
[01:12.08]It stings to walk by all the lessons that I've had to learn
[01:19.13]Never simple never fair
[01:22.27]Right and wrong make good pair
[01:25.98]I'm ashamed but I can take it
[01:29.92]I'm proud I never faked it
[01:35.78]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
[01:42.80]I'm to blame and I can't rearrange it
[01:49.27]It's too sad to say
[01:52.78]I'd go back and choose a different way
[02:05.06]It's not easy for me to
[02:08.73]Remember loving you
[02:12.12]The half light and the mildew
[02:15.57]The warmth I felt while holding you
[02:19.84]Replaced with chills and shaking
[02:23.19]Clenched jaw and hate making
[02:26.34]I'm ashamed but I can take it
[02:30.37]I'm proud I never faked it
[02:36.17]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it
[02:43.22]I'm to blame and I won't rearrange it
[02:49.78]It's too sad to say
[02:53.36]I'd go back
[02:56.37]And choose a different way