I thought we'd have more time...
Guess I was wrong.
You left your sweater at my place
Still hanging by the bedroom door
Funny how I told myself
You'd come back for it for sure
My friends keep asking how I've been
I say I'm good and change the subject
But every little thing reminds me
Of a version of us that doesn't exist
I never thought
We'd be the story that ends
I never thought
I'd have to learn how to miss my best friend
We never had to say goodbye
Never practiced being strangers
Now I see your name and look away
Like we're somebody else's memories
I thought forever was a place we'd find
Now it's just another word I can't define
We never had to say goodbye
So why does it hurt like we did?
Deleted pictures one by one
Stopped halfway through
Guess some things are easier to keep
Than lose
I still know your coffee order
Still know what you'd say right now
It's weird how someone can be gone
And still be all around
Maybe love
Isn't always meant to stay
Maybe people change
Even when they promised they wouldn't
We never had to say goodbye
Never practiced being strangers
Now I see your name and look away
Like we're somebody else's memories
I thought forever was a place we'd find
Now it's just another word I can't define
We never had to say goodbye
So why does it hurt like we did?
3 AM
Wide awake
Reading old messages
That I should've erased
You moved on
Maybe I will too
But tonight
I still miss you
We never had to say goodbye
Never thought we'd end up here
Now I'm learning how to live
With everything we used to be
I thought forever was a place we'd find
Maybe forever was just borrowing time
We never had to say goodbye
But somehow we already did
I thought we'd have more time...
Guess I was wrong.
