Construction Lane (Explicit)

A quest for the reality I never understood

Tested through insanity, I did what I could

Through fate and persistence after childhood

All in all, what I wanted was to do good

But the toll It's taken after all these long years

I have become forsaken, holding only fears

Twisted my memories until my eyes dropped tears

I sit here shaken, drinking my beers

Never look back

You'll miss tomorrow

Thinking of the past

And all your sorrow

Everything that's happened

Is for the better

All of the pain and hurt

Makes things clearer

When I finally realized I was mad at this

Left my hand tight in a fist

Clenched at the world to redeem this twist

Reminisce in abyss, through the madness

But no one understood past the cliches

What they were told and what they say

I told them my thoughts in my own way

It left me alone at the end of the day

Never look back

You'll miss tomorrow

Thinking of the past

And all your sorrow

Everything that's happened

Is for the better

All of the pain and hurt

Makes things clearer

Born out of nothing

and nothing we'll stay

until we realize

We are fading away

Nothing and nothing is nothing but nothing

nothing to hope for but nothing to lose

nothing and nothing turns into something

because nothing and something were always the same

Never look back

You'll miss tomorrow

Thinking of the past

And all your sorrow

Everything that's happened

Is for the better

All of the pain and hurt

Makes things clearer