Just Waiting - NiExshadow
Burn through every instrument
You scared me out of playing it
I don't have it in my chest
But I'll do the best
With what's left
It's called my heart for a reason
Till now I didn't believe it
And now
At midnight
It hits me how I'm just like you
Looks like
It hurts like it
But that's not your move
I know you like it when I sit with you in silence
Surprised you didn't hear me
This clumsy heart of mine
Dropped in the deep end
My fear and we're wasting our time
We're stuck in our minds
I'll give it until next year to go dry
Cause ours may be diminished
But not extinguished
Landlocked
Never seen the ocean blue
Disposable camera from forever ago
Picture perfect just me and you
Don't mean to bring up nostalgia
But your déjà vu's familiar
Unseasonal in December
It's reminiscence
Look at how the tides are used to tussle
I'm more than ready to struggle
We have a natural ability to lose
You and I
But you don't cry
And it pours like waterfalls
Over sleepless rocks in Vegas
I've seen them all
Yackin'
I know you like it when I sit with you in silence
Surprised you didn't hear me
This clumsy heart of mine
Dropped in the deep end
I'm fearing we're wasting our time
Just stuck in our minds
I'll give it until next year to go dry
My passion and intention won't die
I swear it on the ocean sky
Perhaps we should reopen and find paradise
Ours may be diminished
But not extinguished
Feeding those fishes in light
Show how it's calmed at low tide
The sun went past this morning again
Don't fear what doesn't exist
Like a liar who sunk
In denial who never fell in love this deeper before
Well, who's not too late to raise the anchor
Break the curse
Girl, perhaps one day you'll be back with me here on the surface
All the pressure's on the line this time
But our gully sprinkler is trickling all but thinner
