[00:00.15]I'm Afraid(Dawn's Song Of Fears) - Sara Bareilles
[00:00.97]Lyrics by：Sara Bareilles/Jeff Richmond/Meredith Scardino/Anna Drezen
[00:01.30]Composed by：Sara Bareilles/Jeff Richmond/Meredith Scardino/Anna Drezen
[00:01.63]Arranged by：Jeff Richmond
[00:01.76]Produced by：Jeff Richmond
[00:03.36]I'm afraid of heights afraid of tryin'
[00:06.58]I'm afraid I might have been
[00:09.23]A little stupid to write this song
[00:15.99]I'm afraid that during high winds
[00:19.06]The stop sign will uproot and decapitate me
[00:25.10]Or that I might thrive on to scientology
[00:29.04]I'm afraid that after I die
[00:32.44]Someone will have sex with my dead body
[00:37.16]And be like not worth it
[00:41.76]I'm afraid I could raise
[00:43.51]A son who'd get radicalized on reddit
[00:47.00]Or that he'll back to the future
[00:49.89]And I'll think he's hot
[00:53.17]I'm afraid that I'll accidentally
[00:57.44]Text a pic of my vagina to my dad
[01:06.23]And I'm afraid that on ancestry dot com
[01:09.61]I might find out I have a bunch of half siblings
[01:13.18]And they'll want to be in my life
[01:18.93]I'm afraid that if I got an awful disease
[01:22.07]I wouldn't be brave
[01:23.14]I'd just be a ***** and be mean or
[01:25.22]If I needed emergency heart surgery
[01:28.00]The doctor would go hello nipple hair
[01:31.67]Sometimes I'm afraid to hold a new baby
[01:34.82]What if I lose control of my arms for a second
[01:38.04]And throw it at the ceiling
[01:39.47]Fan or something like that
[01:42.04]Can't I trust my arms
[01:44.20]And I'm afraid that under every
[01:48.58]Bus stop is a sinkhole of rats
[01:50.46]And I'm afraid they lie about
[01:54.01]Expiration dates and my hummus is just fungus
[01:57.59]And afraid that the second
[01:59.27]I leave town I'll get a UTI
[02:02.50]Why can't they just sell
[02:03.76]Those pills over the counter
[02:05.77]I don't need a doctor
[02:07.20]I know exactly what it is
[02:09.91]Oh back to my kid I have more stuff about him
[02:16.30]I only breastfed for four months
[02:18.79]Is he gonna be a bond trader
[02:21.92]And I'm afraid that if I'm lucky enough to be 80
[02:26.29]I'll be one of those ladies who's entire scalp
[02:30.84]Is visible when the sun shines
[02:32.93]Through her salmon colored hair
[02:35.60]And I'm afraid that someone will find out that
[02:38.27]I memorize all the words to
[02:40.44]Macklemore's thrift shop
[02:42.14]Or that I bought seven seasons
[02:44.30]Of the mentalist
[02:46.96]And of course I'm afraid that somewhere
[02:50.98]Deep inside of me is a lost tampon
[03:02.80]Where did you go where did you go
[03:09.03]I am afraid