Addiction (Explicit)

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high

Yeah I'm ****ed up I'm on ***

Got my skin itching like a ma****a got bed bugs

You don't even feel no life inside him when he give you them dead hugs

I ain't never had none what the **** is love

**** life I'm done with it I'm Fed up

If it wasn't for my boy baby bug

I'd of been blew my brains with a ****in slug

No matter how much I tell em shush

These voices in my head won't shut the **** up

God damn all my friends locked up or dead as ****

This life dead as **** God am I in debt enough

The goddamn devil still ain't letting up what I still ain't said enough

Feel like my whole life they've been plotting just to set me up

Tell me I ain't did **** credit ain't worth the **** I ain't got none it sucks

Said and did anything you could to convince him into giving up

Thing about skeletons in ya closet is ya ain't gotta dig em up

Just hide em good enough no one sees the monster you've become

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even gonna lie

I've been up all night and I'm flying high

Fell asleep high woke up got high

It's a new day this lines just to make sure I got by

Act like we don't know ourselves so we ask God why

**** it I'ma do all I can why not die

Tonight's a perfect night to reunite with all my friends in the sky

Staring in the mirror into my biggest enemies eyes

Question if the soul inside is even mine or if the ma****a been compromised

His somber eyes symbolize problems inside not visible by the visible eye

Yeah I got some **** to work out bouta exercise these demons up out him

Push ups pull ups this rut I'ma get up out it

Hard not to doubt yourself when ya been so doubted

Got it out the mud like the ma****in worm he Rodman rebounding

Lost city hidden gem Gem City where they found him

Bunch of zombies crowded around surrounding him

How you think he found the hound in him

Mixed the wrong compounds again chemical imbalance coming out of him

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night and I'm flying high

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high

I'm higher than my own expectations

Blinded by my own limitations

These demons are hereditary passed down through generations

We all got similar situations just different complications

Life gotcha Awakening to your own Revelations

Got to wonder if your destination was one of your own manifestation

Devil sending daily invitations that got you and your brain in deliberations

Daily frustrations trials and tribulations

Damn and this is real life no hallucination

Don't need this ****in medication need meditation

Why the hesitation and second thinking

Of reacquainting with everything you've been thinking of escaping

No Coke in my nasal waiting for drainage

Won't see me in no bars except the ones on these papers

Keep it 100 got Mary Jane in a hundred different flavors

Done fixed problems still fixing em and I'll still be fixing em later

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night and I'm flying high

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high

Defending dependencies like they depend on me

Literally condemning me missing me cause this isn't me

Sick and tired of keeping the company of this misery

Mind thinking a million things rewinding through memories

I'm a sham pain tasting bitter beer face pouring wine from my distillery

Vision blurry watch your step this slope is slippery

The toxicity of my city a have us all checked into a facility

Nah it isn't a mystery I know who it is when I hear em in my ear whispering

Fish in the wrong stream one line can have you hooked literally

Don't know if addiction is the problem or if it's me

From The trenches and I lived treacherously

Life keeps clinically depressing me

Too many how many antidepressants I need

Like 133 one at one another two at three

Pop two of these to even those now eat three of these

Hickory dickery haha tricky look at the clock on the wall and it mimic me

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night and I'm flying high

I seen the sunset and the sun rise

Pupils covering all of my eyes

Ain't been to sleep ain't even going to lie

I've been up all night flying high