Starstruck (Explicit)

I wish I knew you when I was a kid

Looking back I felt so alone with this shit

If they would test my courage

You’d encourage me not not to lose myself and all I’ve got

I’d try to kill you in the playground

And you’d let me cause you love how

Everything makes sense when I put my hands on you

I would have loved you then just like I do

I’d love all of you just like I do

I still feel starstruck when you come in the room

I never thought I would find someone like you

If I’d ever lose you I would wanna clear my head

Cause a spotless mind is what I’d need for a life without you

You would have hated me as a teen

As much as I hate myself at 23

I can’t help but wonder if you’d helped me anyway

That’s just who you are better than all of them

I still feel starstruck when you come in the room

I never thought I would find someone like you

If I’d ever lose you I would wanna clear my head

Cause a spotless mind is what I’d need for a life without you