BEHIND THE SCENES - 李凯馨
词：李凯馨
曲：李凯馨/WEI
编曲：李凯馨
制作人：李凯馨/SAKO8
Been looking at the mirror lately
But I don't really see me
Left home at 15 just so I can follow my dreams
Sold my freedom on a dotted line
Handed over my name gave up my time
I shouldn't be living through my screen
Caring about what social media thinks
This dream is gonna leave an ugly scar
But I know that I still ain't got far
This dream is draining everything in me
Don't believe anything that you see
Everything is never as it seems
I like myself better behind the scenes
Don't get me wrong I'm still happy
But this isn't reality and the world doesn't want to see the real me
Trying to feel good in all these clothes
Breaking mirrors and punching holes
I'm too skinny I'm too ugly my face is too big for TV
(Ummm who is she? She's a nobody
She'll never make it haha pleaseeacee)
This dream is gonna leave an ugly scar
But I know that I still ain't got far
This dream is draining everything in me
Don't believe in anything that you see
Everything is never as it seems
I like myself better behind the scenes
Work on my mental health stop crying for help
I know there's something inside me breaking free
Work on loving myself stopped proving myself
Who cares if they don't pick me?
I like myself better behind the scenes
