Thrown together
Through hornyness and pity
We're notorious in this city
For cutting friendship
Circles by diameter
Alone forever
Every poison word contentious
Must you be quite so pretentious?
Can't you understand
These basic parameters?
That we are not a couple
Never will be, never were
We're only in this bed together
Coz of several dreams deferred
I said that 'lying here with you feels
Like the future being written'
She said 'corny **** like that
Is the cause of all the **** you're in'
I felt my life had sparked to life
It was just burring out
I said 'girl you know I feel ya
Won't you be my Christine Keeler?'
So she passed my secrets
On to someone else
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
I wish I'd known
What I had known then
I was just her Edward Snowden
Coz I told her secrets
To the whole wide world
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
I woke up
I spoke up
I said that 'I feel broken up'
She said ' I don't need
To hear you spill your guts'
And with that
She fled to the bathroom to throw up
**** it
My patients kicked the bucket
At the sound of last night's nuggets
I said 'I'm going now'
She said 'oh just grow up'
'This is why we're not together
You lose heart
Just because I chundered'
I said 'my thoughts and fears
And turnoffs aren't just
There for you to plunder'
With so much left unsaid
I knew things had reached their end
Except we both went out and then we
*****ed to mutual friends
It's small moments of exclusion
That make friendships fall apart
I said 'girl you know I feel ya
Won't you be my Christine Keeler?'
So she passed my secrets
On to someone else
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
I wish I'd known what I had known then
I was just her Edward Snowden
Coz I told her secrets
To the whole wide world
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
I miss the way that she looked at me
And the way that impressed look felt
She said 'oh baby now, can't you see?'
'when we're together
We're not our best selves'
What can you build
From broken blocks?
She was my Amanda Knox
Cause she tempted
Me onto foreign land
And then she cut
The life from me
She said 'I don't want to hurt ya'
But I was still her Meredith Kercher
Because she got away with murder
Now she's gone
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
And now she's gone
