I hum the same note, never sleep
Am I falling in too deep
The sky still cries in straight lines
I thought about it a million times
Will it ever be the same
Will it ever be okay
Will I lose myself this way
Forget the sound of my own name
I need to change some things I know
Only echoes where thoughs should grow
Why is it so hard to be
It was never meant for me
Sometimes I just want to stop
But im Still wired to a dream
Change is just a whisper
But it’s all I’ll ever show
I sat down at the table then and there
Counting pennies I had in my pocket
Kept losing count, had to start over twice
There’s no fighting what’s inside my head
My mind lept with joy from a different sound.
Different from coins on wood or thoughts on paper
Just a second though
Just a second too short
