[00:13.27]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[00:16.36]But I guess I really don't want to
[00:19.42]And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
[00:22.55]Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
[00:25.71]I know sobriety would probably be a good call
[00:29.33]Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
[00:32.07]But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
[00:35.18]So I've been running through what I would say if you call
[00:39.62]I never meant to hurt you
[00:42.32]I just had a lot I had to go through
[00:44.99]Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
[00:48.24]Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
[00:51.60]Switching up the layout of my bedroom
[00:54.70]So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
[00:57.82]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[01:00.87]But I guess I really don't want to
[01:04.51]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[01:15.22]Though honestly I really don't want to
[01:18.06]Rolled up in a spot the other night
[01:19.98]Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this s**t alright
[01:23.18]Yeah I showed up at your door had my bag and I was begging
[01:26.48]And I know that you weren't having none of it I understand it
[01:29.72]I certainly do not deserve another f**king second
[01:32.94]But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed
[01:36.32]Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you no crying
[01:39.41]But I f**king miss you there ain't no point in lying
[01:42.26]God d**n
[01:42.92]I never meant to hurt you
[01:45.91]I just had a lot I had to go through
[01:48.57]Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
[01:51.81]Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
[01:55.17]Switching up the layout of my bedroom
[01:58.27]So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
[02:01.39]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[02:04.46]But I guess I really don't want to
[02:08.00]It's been a war making peace with my ego
[02:10.06]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:11.68]He got something up his sleeve though
[02:13.30]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:14.77]Trying to murder my ego
[02:16.43]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:18.06]He fasten me a new halo
[02:19.67]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:20.76]It's been a war making peace with my ego
[02:22.76]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:24.34]He got something up his sleeve though
[02:25.98]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:27.33]Trying to murder my ego
[02:29.10]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:30.72]He fasten me a new halo
[02:32.28]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:38.74]He ain't ever letting me go