[00:01.39]2006 Karma - LivinForThePlanet
[00:01.59]Cold in the wheel
[00:14.35]Livin for the planet, science of the soul
[00:20.95]Cold in the wheel
[00:26.77]20th birthday, phone call hits raw
[00:29.75]Dad crying on the line, stomach drop, that's the law
[00:32.38]Dog gone childhood anchor ripped out my chest
[00:35.05]Didn't lean on Megan, I just ran obsessed
[00:37.67]Cried till the rage lit, storm in the cage
[00:40.31]Turn pain into pushups, treadmill the stage
[00:43.07]Obsessive restriction, 21 creds deep
[00:45.83]Body punished daily just to bury what I keep
[00:48.11]Love the loss, the control, I withdraw
[00:50.31]Abandonment strikes, repeats what I saw
[00:53.03]Round and around, karmic cold never stops
[00:55.32]Till the grief breaks free and the armor drops
[00:58.00]Megan reaching for me, but I pulled away cold
[01:00.93]Background noise to the grind I sold
[01:03.54]Thought she needed something I couldn't provide
[01:05.84]So I hid in my shame, left her empty inside
[01:08.45]Body with her and then, weak with each smile
[01:11.07]Stationary bike instead of her arms for a while
[01:13.72]Perfection was a mask, not punishment drew
[01:16.38]Every rep was a war, every gray was a bruise
[01:19.60]Love the loss, the control, I withdraw
[01:21.77]Abandonment strikes, repeats what I saw
[01:24.51]Round and around, karmic cold never stops
[01:26.82]Till the grief breaks free and the armor drops
[01:29.46]Two years later, Megan saying there's a guy
[01:32.07]Didn't feel betrayal, just a hollow goodbye
[01:34.67]Shame in my chest, man, it's all your fault
[01:37.28]Should've held tight, let her love in the vault
[01:39.94]But betrayal came later, hit me years down the line
[01:42.57]Like a ghost in the basement, waiting its time
[01:45.53]Heartless, maybe, but the mirror was clear
[01:48.09]Cycle replay 'cause I never faced fear
[01:50.43]To my 20-year-old self, you can't stop the rain
[01:53.38]Grief ain't the enemy, resistance is pain
[01:55.89]You can't control storms that swallow you whole
[01:58.32]Only presence breaks cycles, only love makes you whole
[02:00.94]But I armored instead, kept spinning that wheel
[02:03.71]Repeats in my blood, tornado I feel
[02:06.18]Now the cold in my hands, glyph carved in the stone
[02:09.14]Grief be present, hold love full grown
[02:12.13]Love the loss, the control, I withdraw
[02:14.25]Abandonment strikes, repeats what I saw
[02:16.97]Round and around, karmic cold never stops
[02:19.25]Till the grief breaks free and the armor drops
[02:30.76]Livin for the planet, science of the soul
[02:34.52]The wheel revealed