It's not my first time being disappointed
It's not my first time being let down
And this vacation is ****ing stupid
But that realization won't save me now
As the thread I've unravelled won't lead me back home
I've had to learn how the unknown can make you feel so alone
I came from where we'll have it all
Returned in time to watch it fall
For every benevolent step you have yet to take
I raised the tiniest flag, inhaled whisper"It's a mistake"
I watch you stray our days away
It's not okay, it'll never be okay
I came from where we'll have it all
Returned in time to help birth the fall
Sit on my hands, they're drenched in blood
I know I could, I know I should
But after all we're just killing time
I'm killing yours, and you're killing mine
