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Somewhere In Between (Explicit) - Token
Yeah
No matter what plane I'm inside of
And what ocean I'm on top of
Distance from everything is still the problem
Everyone I need is down thousands of feet
And everyone who's with me now
I pay 'em to be
I'm in germany with merch money
In my lap
But all I think about is my mom
Is home with a bad back
And every monday she's hunched
Over draggin' out the trash
That should be me
But she won't say it 'cause
She don't want to distract
I don't even talk to dad
I think that whole thing is ruined
He don't reach out 'cause
He just feels like he's intruding
But I don't reach out
'Cause every time we catch up
It's so obvious
These are things we shouldn't
Just be catching up about like
What country you in
What house you been staying in
What's your manager's name again
How much you payin' him
I don't blame him though
I don't keep him up to speed
If I'm not a bad son
I'm probably somewhere in between
Now when I get recognized
In public they say I'm standoffish
Really I'm just awkward when I'm talking
When you see how shy
I am you probably think that I ain't poppin'
So when you call my name
Don't call it again if I ain't respondin'
But my producer hang with
Artists who are way bigger than me
And they get recognized every time in the street
So when I'm with my producer out to eat
I pray a fan approaches so
I can make him say
True he's doing his thing too
S**t I ain't famous guess I'm somewhere in between
If I was famous I wouldn't have to promote
My song on this livestream
'Cause my manager told me to
He said my plays aren't the best
So I fake a smile to hundreds of fans like
It's my fastest growing yet
Look I'm happy don't forget
Mom's back is broke again
Still tryna get me off pills
That control the stress
How I'm supposed to tell
My older sister that
I'm still depressed
With merch money in my lap
But she ain't made a f**king dollar yet
Today I read a comment telling me
That I'm a gimmick
With controversial
Storylines to get attention
A few fans came to
My defense like
We were boys
I wanted to tell those fans
That maybe he has a point
I wrote a song about a kid
Who got bullied it's called exception
And the part I didn't mention
Was andy was a real person
And someone I befriended
Then I left him for another group of friends
Who used to torment him
I made money of off exception and off of andy
In interviews they treated me like a hero
I wrote a song about how f**ked up social media was
And started dating a chick who wanted me to post
Her to get her followers up
So no matter how many f**kin' comments that I read
Tellin' me how much that
I've helped them to grow and follow their dreams
I'ma still feel like a coward the hero just ain't me
But to make them feel better
Just tell them I'm somewhere in between
Between somewhere
Yeah
Success is coming in heavy
I think I'm changing already
My life is intimidating so friends
Just want to impress me
Some wear supreme to impress
Some bring a gun to impress me
But none of that does impress me
Whether if it's love or envy
Mark was tryin' to get me with
I told him I wasn't ready
Maybe that was a mistake
Maybe I would've blown up already
Wonder if interscope was mad that
I didn't pick up when they called again
Subliminal disses from
Legends are still compliments
Compliments
Compliments
Tour money had me talkin' s**t
'Til I spend sixty thousand
On clothes and went broke
Broke
Manager screamed at me watch your tone
See when couple thousand
In the crowd tell me yes
It's hard to tell me no no no
I'm still in germany with merch
Money in my lap b***h b***h
I'm countin' it even if
I already double checked
There's no better feeling
Than holding your parents rent
I know I could still fail
But they only see success
Success
And I'm somewhere in between it between it between it
This plane is too high you can't reach it
No service no service no service I got no plan
Ain't nobody knockin'
On my door except the post man
