Push the Sky

I could never get you

I never took you for this

And now it tears me up, I can’t feel this loss enough

No matter how fast or far I drive

Your obsession with being no one’s burden

As if the end was always on your mind

I was trying to be enough, break down your resistance of

Even as you looked above

Now you’re barely here and I’m alone

All our chances gone

All I wanted was for you to stop giving up

And show up for life one more time

You came into your own

And I will find what’s mine

See you everywhere, for silence I was unprepared

Sons and fathers go not there

Now you’re barely here and I’m alone

All our chances gone

All I wanted was for you to stop giving up

And show up again for life one more time

In my dream I see you standing tall

Carved out life with heart and mind

Living to deserve the man we lost

Gonna grasp and fumble for all time

Suffer in our guilt here

None of us knew how good we had it

Void of our fathers

Try to be worth the chance to keep living

Try to be worth his time