[00:00.00]Lifeline (Explicit) - Beyond Awareness
[00:00.37]Composed by：Miika Huhtala/Jere Tarkkanen/James Carey
[00:01.13]Produced by：Miika Huhtala/James Carey
[00:01.69]There is something holding me
[00:04.65]Something I don't wanna see
[00:07.13]Like a dream
[00:08.41]I've never been
[00:10.17]In the same reality
[00:12.56]I need a meaning
[00:15.73]And it's all that I've been pleading
[00:18.54]I wanna drown
[00:22.04]But I'm holding on
[00:34.99]I keep on the setting
[00:37.52]When you're flipping
[00:37.97]I am shutting off inside
[00:40.47]Put me to beginning
[00:42.94]Every time it's like a promise of a lie
[00:46.05]But I still desire you
[00:48.55]Gonna burn my hands in fire
[00:50.57]But I'm so in love with my pain
[00:55.00]Don't make it go away
[00:58.68]Maybe I've been traumatized and
[01:00.39]Blinded by the pain I hide
[01:04.28]Crushing all too tight inside my heart
[01:06.27]It's like I'm pressurized
[01:09.06]My head's too crowded
[01:11.25]Lost in a fantasy
[01:13.36]Nothing can really make sense to me
[01:15.65]I'm traumatized and misaligned
[01:18.25]Waiting for a sign
[01:19.90]My hand is out for the lifeline
[01:27.90]Don't see you regretting
[01:30.42]Keep on spitting on my face
[01:31.77]And I still smile
[01:33.35]And I won't be leaving
[01:35.94]'Cause I'm happy with the pain
[01:37.37]I keep inside
[01:39.12]Broken inside or
[01:41.47]A ******* star in a self-satire
[01:43.56]But I'm so alive with my pain
[01:47.71]The only thing that's here to stay
[01:50.77]The one thing that never goes away
[01:54.54]Maybe I've been traumatized and
[01:56.14]Blinded by the pain I hide
[02:00.04]Crushing all too tight inside my heart
[02:02.09]It's like I'm pressurized
[02:04.86]My head's too crowded
[02:07.09]Lost in a fantasy
[02:09.22]Nothing can really make sense to me
[02:11.47]I'm traumatized and misaligned
[02:14.01]Waiting for a sign
[02:15.74]My hand is out for the lifeline
[02:24.05]I need a certain guideline
[02:26.84]Before I'm ******* up my whole life
[02:39.82]Yeah
[02:41.03]My hands are holding all I've got
[02:43.66]Can't hold it in I'm breaking up
[02:46.38]And now it's like I'm giving up
[02:50.53]Maybe I've been traumatized and
[02:52.06]Blinded by the pain I hide
[02:55.83]Crushing all too tight inside my heart
[02:57.96]It's like I'm pressurized
[03:00.72]My head's too crowded
[03:02.86]Lost in a fantasy
[03:04.93]Nothing can really make sense to me
[03:07.36]I'm traumatized and misaligned
[03:09.84]Waiting for a sign
[03:11.55]My hand is out for the lifeline