Spinning out beneath the neon haze
Win the game but my mind begins to fray
I burned the nights to carve my name
Every win comes with a hidden claim
They praise the glow that I display
Don’t see the pieces I gave away
My vision blurs inside the haze
Reality begins to shift and sway
I hit the marks I beat the strain
No one sees how much I had to change
I pay the price for all I gain
Win the fight but lose a part of me
I reach the heights through all the pain
Got everything but I’m not free
I pay the price for all I gain
Heavy haze behind my victory
Chase the light inside the rain
Got everything but I’m not free
I miss the days I used to breathe
Warped perceptions closing in on me
Friends fade out along the way
Sleep dissolves inside the fray
I wear success like heavy gold
All of the cracks remain untold
I get the trophies get the fame
My twisted mind will never be the same
I pay the price for all I gain
Win the fight but lose a part of me
I reach the heights through all the pain
Got everything but I’m not free
I pay the price for all I gain
Heavy haze behind my victory
Chase the light inside the rain
Got everything but I’m not free
What is the cost of the life I own
Warped illusions when the goals are shown
I climb the peak but I stand alone
Every victory leaves my senses blown
I pay the price for all I gain
Win the fight but lose a part of me
I reach the heights through all the pain
Got everything but I’m not free
Paid the price
Haze in my mind
Still not free