Bad Year

My mind keeps racing and it just won’t stop

It’s been a bad year and I lost a lot

You know I can’t forgive myself for a lot of shit

I’ve broken promises just like a preacher

And I bet I could change your mind

If I could only reach ya

I was so messed up that night

Underneath the neon lights

And you were shaking your sorry head

Every time you closed your eyes

Cause I’m a ghost in this town

With empty pockets and hell I can’t

Forgive myself for all the times I needed help

And didn’t ask wish I could this in my past but I can’t

I’ve been spending time suffering

For all these reckless mistakes and half apologies

I’ve been spending my time suffering

Now I’ve been trying to pick myself back up

I’ve been sleeping less and I flushed my ***

I erased every moonlight toxic ex from my phone

Now I’m done with petty politics

I’m not a mild man or an idealist

I’m burning bridges we both built on my own

I’ve been spending time suffering

For all these reckless mistakes and half apologies

I’ve been spending my time suffering

And you’re so hungry for hurt

And I’m still starving for sound

And you’re so desperate for love that I’m pathetic without

Things could be different

But I can’t walk away now

I’m just falling apart

And you’re falling for someone else

So I'll be spending my time suffering

So I'll be spending my time suffering

So I'll be spending my time suffering

So I'll be spending my time suffering