Rigamarole (Explicit)

Profound caption thirst trap malaise

No satisfaction online these days

Sink a little deeper into the haze

Piss away the money you finally got paid

Buy a new pair of shoes and play guitar

Work out a little and wash your car

Got idle handle hands but I just jacked off

Fall asleep at 8 oclock

I cant tell if I’m depressed

Because so is everyone else

If it could just rain I might feel something

Guess I never really knew myself

Make a cup of coffee and water the plants

Text my dad and pay my rent

Try to write something even if it’s shit

Watch a ****ing movie you ain’t seen yet

Check in with friends DM a meme

Clean the kitchen counter even though it’s clean

Sit in the sun and try to sweat

Go through old photos and shave my head

Life’s become a bottomless hole

Squeeze the joy from my soul

Try to relate try to self motivate

But you can’t fight the rigamarole

Got no stories left in my back pocket

I’ve mined my youth and exhausted it

My writings gotten stiff like my crooked limbs

Gotta settle down and have a couple kids

I eat fast food when I feel sad

I think of everyone I know who’s died

I **** my face up on my iphone apps

Consider taking in a stray cat

Each days an endless scroll

Spike my punch bowl

The routine is dull

I wanna lose control

But you can’t fight the rigamarole