When I'm going into the bar
When I'm there trying to ignore
There’s this terror in me I can't let it breathe
I can't make any sense
Unless it's in a song
And every time I try to feel
I only seem to wake up lifeless
Well tell me where would it ever end
When we fall to our own demand
When it takes up your life
And tossed it like dice
Well each time we fail
It never gets overlooked
When you're thinking that the cards lay forward
Taking your answers with no second chances
Immobilized by the torment
It hits so hard there's nothing more I can think
Needing each breath just to make it through
There's nothing more I'm expected to do
There's nothing worse than hating yourself
Parading around like you're somebody else
I wish that it would just all go to hell
Wanting the time just to be by myself
I can't make any sense
Unless it's in a song
And every time I try to feel
I only seem to wake up lifeless
Oh tell me where would it ever end
When you fall to your own demand
When it takes up your life
Tossed it like dice
And each time you fail
It never gets overlooked
When you're thinking that the cards lay forward
Taking your answers with no second chances
Immobilized by the torment
It hits so hard there's nothing more I can think
There's nothing worse than hating yourself
Parading around like you're somebody else