Grunts Fantasies misery came together in the world of guilt and pain
A neverending game
Do not reject me
I was better of without
But in my agonized existence
I needed to be free
Grunts Free my mind free my soul
I do not need to feel no more
Feel no more
I'm better off this way
Alone far from the past and its brutal face
I still feel the disgust and pain
Let me be free
Chorus This is my life today this is the way it went out of control
I cannot do without these glorifying means my remedy
These amazing illusions fantasies
Grunts Fanatsy not for me like another mirror of reality
Another point of view
Don't disbelieve me
I really tried to do without
But with sadness as a companion it's hard to do
Without the seduction to become someone
I'm not But in this beautiful deception
I'll overcome the night
Another day another week
I'll overcome time
Choir Colors seem to flow they seem to come alive
While the sound of life is stronger than before
It's more than a dream this is so real
I swim and fly
I never feel more than
I need than
I fear I roam
I cry I am paralyzed
I can fight the world
The sense of time is not important now
Just like the past just like right now
There's no illusion that this is for real
Grunts Observe me control me
Tell me what is best what's good
Tell me how it worked for you
Tell me how to find myself find resepct find the strength
Facing life so pure and clean mean and hard
All these words can't cure nor heal
Plays Chorus