I had it under control，
Everything I love and everything that I own，
And every time I think about it I miss my home，
And everyday I'm waiting for you to hit my phone，
And I wish you would know，
I’m so in love with you，
You're so in love with him，
I don't know what to do, girl I’m a fool now，
It's getting hard to breathe，
Drugs all in my body，
I can't do nothing right, girl I'm a loser，
And you knew was I here，
Making all these songs like somebody would hear，
'Cause I'm not good at anything, I always fall short，
Always wished I was gifted in some way or some sort，
I'm so ****ing depressed, I feel like I'm a waste，
And my mental ****ed up, all I really wanted was space，
And don’t talk to me cause I don’t ever know what to say，
A cigarette for me, a lighter for my mistakes
