MID LIFE CRISIS feat buddy (Explicit) - YG/Buddy
Lyrics by：Keenon Jackson/Simmie Sims/Jahlil Gunter/Max/Rafeal Bautista/Keith Sweat
Composed by：Jahlil Gunter/Keenon Jackson/Keith Sweat/Max/Rafeal Bautista/Simmie Sims
Produced by：Jay Versace/Max
You ever thought about killing yoself
But didn't do it got drunk instead I'm killing my health
I had thoughts about killing myself
But that woulda kilt my kids & killed my wealth
The krib got a bar & It got bottles on shelf's
So who you think I run too when I'm in need of some help
My mind playing tricks on me while I got the blick on me
Pick it up point it to myself make it click homie Help
I den took all they advices
I think I'm having what they kall a mid life crisis
Type shitt got me running to vices
Playing Russian roulette wit the strap rolling the dice
Wait my kids coming gotta hurry & hide it
I'm nervous I'm trying I'm trying not to hurt me I'm violent
They ask what got me to this point I get quiet
Maybe I should handle this in private
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I ain't wanna have to go there but I guess I'll say it
Whatever thought you had about me I'm finna change it
Done wit the fake'n where the funds go?
A couple accounts insufficient nigga uh oh
Investments gone bad
I den did too much tricking on some ass
Aye the money gone butt fuck that
It's the time spent I kant get back I'm fucking mad
Then my pops had a stroke
I feel like I failed em why I don't know
I did this shitt for the fam been thru the most
Then that happened it was outta my control
For the 1 s that know I'm a control freak
The fact that I ain't popped this Glock I ain't controlling me
Somebody give me a reason I shouldn't blow this heat
The last 2 years of my life been the lowest me
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I been drinking like a damn alcoholic
Yall been asking for it nigga that's what yall get
Got a couple different women I'm involved with
I been searching for a feeling that I lost shit
Nothings working I can't seem to get this shit right
I just hope that maybe I can have a good night
Been along time real longtime
Really need to get the bullshit off my mind
As I look at the pistol
Wondering how I get rid of these issues
Anxiety whoop'n my ass jujutsu
Daughter kallin my phone I miss you
Street nigga but I'm feeling week nigga
It been 40 something weeks & problems I can't solve
If you ain't never felt defeat nigga
I'ma let you feel it thru me nigga kuz I don't want no feelings at all
