Past Limerence - HaliFlame
Lyrics by:Harry Xia
Composed by:Haoxuan Xia
Can we go back
Can we save ourselves
Don't leave anyone behind
Turn the tables around
Let's make it right we can do it now
Put it on rewind
He just needs to unwind
So the pain and the suffering
They'll all be lost to time
All the toxins and doubt
Built up in his body
Stop prescribing the meds
It ain't making him jolly
Or molly this time will
That work doctor probably
But only for hours till
He's back feeling sorry
How could I feel this lost
May I please speak with you God
Look back at everything he wrote as a kid
All choked up with words
Caught up in his throat
And swimming in fear barely staying afloat
Sitting there wondering how everything broke
Everything broke
His body and soul are taking a vote
Brain screaming stay but
His heart just wanna let go
His heart cries please the
Highs are worth the lows
I'm gonna get hurt
You're gonna get hurt again
But don't be afraid
'Cause you're not the
Only one who feels this way
When I say
Ay
Anxiety and stress and depression take over
Now he feels the weight of
The world on his shoulder
He's walking in darkness
Alone in the rain
Thoughts running wild like a runaway train
His tears are from madness
Not sadness nor grace
He speaks for the clouds but
Not the stars up in space
Him getting over that girl
That left him righted
His wrong to numb all the pain
Wait
What a disgrace
He's slowly losing his faith
Behind all the locked doors
Are happy thoughts that should
Have appeared on his face
Then she threw the key away
Wait
He heard a voice calling for help
Found someone that's locked in as well
I just need faith he thought to himself
He kicked down the door then
Follows the sound singing
Who said it's easy to move on
When the blood keeps dripping down
'Cause she tried to keep it hidden from you
I hurt just like you do
Can you hold on to me
Will you please hold on to me