You were leaning in the doorway
你曾斜倚在那扇门扉
Shoes half on
鞋履匆匆半褪
Laughing at the things I said
笑谈着我那些琐碎
Then you were gone
转瞬已物是人非
All the coffee on the counter
案台满杯的咖啡
Went cold fast
余温转眼冷却
Should’ve begged you just to stay
本该乞求你留下
I let you pass
我却任你离别
I’m a fool
我多么愚昧
For letting you believe I didn’t need you
竟让你误以为我无所依归
For hiding every tremor that could free you
以此掩盖那足以释放你的颤畏
Pushed you from the truth I couldn’t face
将你推离我不敢直视的是非
I’m a fool
我多么愚昧
For building up a wall and then I blamed you
筑起心墙却将罪名向你推
For every empty echo when I crave you
渴望难耐只剩空谷回音相随
Now I’m tracing shadows in your place
如今唯在你的位置描摹虚影徘徊
I still keep your broken lighter
我仍留着那枚残破的打火机
By my bed
置于床头一隅
Little silver
微光银色
Chipped-up corner
边角斑驳支离
Burned in my head
如烙印刻在脑际
Tried to drown your name in strangers
试图在陌生人海淹没你姓名
In cheap wine
沉溺廉价酒精
But every quiet after midnight
可每当午夜寂静
You rewind
你却倒带重映
I’m a fool
我多么愚昧
For letting you believe I didn’t need you
竟让你误信我能独自面对
For swallowing the words that could complete you
咽下那句本能圆满你的安慰
Now they hang like smoke I cannot chase
如今它们如烟氤氲难以追回
I’m a fool
我多么愚昧
For building up a wall and then I caged you
筑起心墙将你画地囚禁
For every quiet morning that erased you
任由寂静清晨将你抹去无印
Still I leave a heartbeat in your space
但我仍在你留下的空白里留存心跳回音
I’m a fool