Letter To My Fans - mgk/DUB-O
Kells to my fans
Hold me down motherf**ker
And that's all I say
When that crowd leave would you stay for me
And if I don't become what they thought I was
In the time I should and my hype dies
Would you wait for me
Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully
'Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself
Then Hollywood ain't no place for me
What if I told you I ain't quit
And these *** still is my rivals
Would you regret the fact that you sobered up
And had more heart than your idol
Or accept the fact that I'm just human
Borderline suicidal
And is it blasphemous that these 2 fingers
Mean more to me than my bible
Lord help 'cause I'm 'cause I'm hell bound
With the weight of the world I'm held down
Feels like I'm in hell now
Maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown
Maybe that's why I hate fame
Maybe that's why these J's lit
'Cause I speak the real and get critisize
So I inhale and don't say s**t
And I wake up to the same s**t
Cameras on with their hands out
And that fake smile that I hate now
'Cause they're the one say I sold out
They're the one that will break out
When I needed food for my daughter
And I'm the one who can't grow up
So these fans will 'place my father
And these girls will 'place my momma
They give me love I don't take it
'Cause f**k love these f**king hugs
Weren't around before I made it
And since I don't have no family
EST is all that I got
Either drop me now or you die for life
Man it's EST or it's not
This s**t ain't right uh
'Cause we never dead wrong
Or it's my fault my fault
This is my life my life
Now tell me are you gon' ride
'Till the wheels fall off
'Till the nightmares done
'Till the grey hairs come
'Till the friendship dissapear
That we've had since day one
I said this is my life
So tell me are you gon' ride
'Till the wheels fall off
What if this is our climax
What if everything peaks here
What if we never get big
And these days add on like leap year
What if you were in my shoes
Do you think you can fit 'em
Or would put that gun to your f**kin' head
And regret the fact that you in 'em
'Cause this ain't living this s**t prison
Whatever you see in videos this isn't
Whatever I thought I knew s**t I didn't
Dealing with the consequences of my decision
Straight to the life of a lonely child
That couldn't find anyone to get through
For a life that's filled with cameras
Critisize everytime that I move
For the love I got for my fans
And the loyalty for my man's
Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of
With them bodies pack to those stands
And I did what they say I can't
So I'm living proof that you can
Go be great chase your dream
We only got one life and one chance
This s**t ain't right uh
'Cause we never dead wrong
Or it's my fault my fault
This is my life my life
Now tell me are you gon' ride
'Till the wheels fall off
'Till the nightmares done
'Till the grey hairs come
'Till the friendship dissapear
That we've had since day one
I said this is my life
So tell me are you gon' ride
'Till the wheels fall off
Off
