Thrill Is Gone (Explicit)

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

I don't feel right

I'm sure there's something wrong with me

The thrill is gone I'm getting tired of these concrete streets

I'm offsski, I bid you goodbye

I need my greenery; so you can keep your trip to Dubai

Okay, no need to settle, put the pedal to the metal, I been doing this for ages

it's been fucking with my mental

I need to fix up and bless my soul

That's the only the goal

So check it

Stay calm, keep moving like a renagade

my head stays sore, hearts sweet like its lemonade

crushed dreams, never seem so bitter

never seem so

Lost and hopeless

My gaze is confused at times

I've bruised my spine

Call it collateral

Peace, love, and laughter

I miss you more than life itself

and that's the reason I'm beside myself

And now I'm now I'm high as hell

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

These days are draining like a train controller, feel like a fuckin loner

my daily routine is to wake up and become a moaner

Dreams of becoming a homeowner never made it though

I fade into black as shows, sniffing this bag up my nose

I had a load of those hiding from shadows while I'm comatose

supposed to know the difference when it's getting close

So I'll be writing on a fight ting in my studio

Smoking on a high ting but my writing never really flows

I'm into UFOs and hidden portfolios that no one knows I feel that

This pandemics more a relic of an older show

So I'll be careful not to tip the boat

But does it really matter who we vote

"no one knows"

So many people took an over dose from feeling over dosed from the media posts

Fake news and other hosts

Ya gotta pick a side they made a divide for the most

Finger up to the lots of em with my cheese on toast

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

I been Home alone and drinking, in a coma, sinking

Thinking alcohol'll solve my problems like Homer Simpson

Is it Monday? Is it Friday? No distinction

I've lost my taste and appetite just like a covid symptom

Smoke and vino, stoned and feeble, Low libido, broken ego, loading kilos

only eating out a bowl with Cheetos

Slippers and Robes, picking my nose, wiping that shit on my clothes

Lighting spliff after spliff after spliff after spliff on my stove

I suppose that's just how it goes

It's gone be times like this... plus I'm missing my shows

Sick of living in hiding like a hermit

I don't know if life is worth it

Time to find a purpose

Yesterday my life was nice and perfect

broke as fuck. I might quit rapping for now

Head back into town, sit down, stick my hat to the ground

Ask for a pound sterling, a dollar, a euro a yen

I'm sure this'll end my world is gon be perfect again but

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on

Help me up now baby

it's hard I've been way down lately

it feels long, so long

And I don't know if I can carry on