Find My Soul (Explicit)

I dont know now where I should go,

I’ve gone so far out I can’t get home.

No I won’t slow down theres no control,

won’t someone help out to find my soul?

Think I lost my heart,

I been on my own down this road from the start.

I don’t know where to go, never been this way before,

think I made a couple turns for the worst,

now I’m lost.

All alone not a soul in my squad,

thought that I could do it by myself, I was wrong.

And now I’m looking back at all of the costs, I got nobody left to even catch my fall.

Yeah now I’m way too gone,

they cannot save me, nah.

So Imma take these shots,

and pop these pills to escape the withdrawals.

No I can’t hang with y’all,

cause they just make me stall.

They say I take it too far,

but they can never make me stop.

I dont know now where I should go,

I’ve gone so far out I can’t get home.

No I won’t slow down theres no control,

won’t someone help out to find my soul?

See I don’t think anybody knows the pain in my heart, cause

they just think it’s funny how I cope and its hard, but

if I had the money this shit wouldn’t be a problem,

it only is cause I got none.

Still I’m spending all my funds on these hard drugs,

yet it’s worth it cause the buzz makes it all numb.

So you know I always got some,

I told my plug he is Gods son,

but he knows ill never cross ‘em.

Yeah he knows I’ll always get him back, frontin’ bags on bags till I owe a stack.

Pull up with a sack for ‘em and he gimme daps,

it make em laugh saying “ain’t nobody quite like me.”

“See you next week, ill be back.”

cause I still gotta pay the other half.

Matter fact, I still need to pay half of my family that,

I hit reverse to his pad then I,

crash.