Deathbed (Explicit)

Oh, time weighs heavy when

Degeneration slowly starts within

I watch myself become the one

That's afraid to never stand for nothing

Always afraid of the chaos inside my head

There's nothing left except for violence

Oh, can you hear it, can you hear it

Can you hear the voice inside my head

Seeking it way out of all that ****ing misery

You are fixed and forced

To watch your lonely end

Uncapable to recognize yourself

And comprehend

All these voices in my head crying out

So loud I lost the thread

Better off, you're better off dead

I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

I try to mute them (Mute them)

Make myself deaf

I'm fainting out

Let my mind rest

So can you feel it, can you feel it

Can you feel the pressure in my head

Expansion of the echoes

More than I can take

All these voices in my head crying out

So loud I lost the thread

Better off, you're better off dead

Trying to mute everything that they say

And my soul begins to crawl shattered down

Slowly until I fall

Better off, you're better off dead

I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

Calling out for help but no one is there

Just waiting for death to crawl up the stairs

Can break me, can't fix me

Hold your ear towards the silence

Can you hear them

Can you feel them in my deathbed

I just cannot take it any longer

Death's just waiting around the corner

I'm my own worst enemy

These voices in my head

Maybe they're right, I'm better off dead

All these voices in my head crying out

So loud I lost the thread

Better off, you're better off dead

I count the days while I lay in my

My soul begins to crawl, shattered down

Slowly until I fall

Better off, you're better off dead

I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

Yeah

I'll lay in my deathbed