Rachie - That's Why I Gave Up on Music
Lyrics by：Rachie
Composed by：Yorushika
I'm suddenly taken back to that time
When I waited for you underneath that blue sky
Passing by me in an instant
Slipping from the depths of my imagination
Hey can somebody tell me what'll happen next
Say
Tell me how to make it go on just another day
Looking right into your eyes
As I walk away from you one last time
I'm suddenly taken back to that time
All the summers that would bore me out of my mind
Didn't I quit playing piano
Out of habit tapping on my desk to play the notes
Hey can somebody tell me what I'm gonna do
"Hey anything besides music should be okay"
Everything will be okay
If you took my heart and drew
A single note just straight on through
No it wouldn't disappear
Believe me
Whatever I do
It just won't disappear
It's still right here
But I've got it wrong again
I don't understand
I don't really care though
Not about
Music
Or truth
Or the world
Or this life I hold
I don't really care no
Seeing things in black or white isn't right
It's just an excuse right
One thing is for sure though
Everything is your fault
I'm suddenly taken back to that time
Growing old was the only thing on my mind
Knowing that I someday would die
Was like a stab in the chest
Though I never understand why
"Hey do you know what you'll be doing one day"
Passing by the years
I knew what I would do one day
I'd be doing nothing at all
All your positivity ignites a hatred deep in me
Knowing I'll never be happy
Knowing that I'll never be enough
Can't you see
It haunts my every single waking dream
But I know you know I'm right
Though we're different
We're humans deep inside
But without love or salvation
Or kindness or comfort though
Is it really life
No
Crying when the radio plays a sappy notes is lame
But this I know
One thing is for sure though
Everything is your fault
I've tried but I still don't understand why
Why is it we have to fight to live our own life
Why I can't live off doing the one thing I like
I don't care if my lyrics aren't quite right
I don't really care no
'Cause I think I've got it right
Yeah I think I've got it right
Yeah I know I've got it right
But I've got it wrong again
I don't understand
I don't really care though
Not about humans
Or truth
Or the world
Or this life I hold
I don't really care no
Never giving a reply
Just philosophic lines
It's just an excuse right
One thing's for sure though
Everything is your fault
Even I had dreams long long ago
Now it doesn't feel the same as it did before
I've told you time and time again
It didn't really matter if nothing came of it you know
You do know
I know you know
Now I can't do it anymore
So now you know why I
So now you know why I
Don't do music anymore
