[00:13.98]You kept a cloud around my door for weeks on end
[00:21.03]Used my light to find your way around the bend
[00:26.88]You think I'm drowning in the deep end well I'm not
[00:33.72]You think I'm waiting by the shore but I'm already docked
[00:40.59]I never wanted a farewell song
[00:43.71]Didn't need the world assuming I was wrong I'm not but
[00:48.90]You still echo in my quiet hours
[00:53.88]And darling I've already moved along
[00:57.33]And I think you should become a chapter I don't reread
[01:03.75]Maybe it's time you knew instead
[01:07.56]The autumn knew before I did—it let you go
[01:14.64]And I don't keep score of battles I used to lose you know
[01:21.72]I've been building something gentle out of stone
[01:28.59]Didn't notice you were gone but now I've grown
[01:33.99]I'm better waking up alone
[01:38.70]'Cause if you only loved the reflection in my eyes
[01:45.42]Oh darling you should go and find yourself
[01:52.53]And if you think I'm saving grace for your goodbye
[02:00.27]You should go and find yourself
[02:06.78]Remember when you said my laughter wore you down
[02:13.20]The only weight was the crown you made yourself wear around
[02:20.04]And every silence that you filled with doubt
[02:27.03]Tried to tell me my own story inside out
[02:34.14]I never wanted a farewell song
[02:37.35]Didn't need the world assuming I was wrong I'm not but
[02:42.48]You still trace my name inside your phone
[02:47.46]And darling I've already moved along
[02:50.79]And I think you should become a habit I don't carry
[02:57.39]Maybe it's time you knew don't worry
[03:01.32]The river knew before I did—it washed you clean
[03:08.31]And I don't decorate my life with where I've been
[03:15.42]I've been learning how to let the still speak loud
[03:22.11]Didn't see you pulling away but I see now
[03:27.66]I'm better with the lights turned down
[03:32.79]For all the times you made my world feel small
[03:39.72]I built a garden where your shadows used to fall
[03:45.93]I never knew how heavy quiet could be
[03:53.10]Was I lost to let you rearrange me
[03:59.91]'Cause if you only loved the person you became inside my eyes
[04:06.60]Oh darling you should go and find yourself
[04:13.95]And if you think I'm saving tears for your goodbye
[04:21.57]You should go and find yourself
[04:26.82]'Cause if you only loved the echo of your name
[04:33.54]Oh darling you should go and find yourself
[04:41.46]And if you think (you think)that I'm (that I'm)
[04:45.51]Still braiding wreaths of blame
[04:49.83]You should go and find yourself
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