XO‎‏‏‎ (Explicit)

Sayin I been in your head ya,

When I never left my bed na,

It's time to wake my self control,

XO tatted on my chest ya

You ain't even know the rest na

It's time to wake your self control

My mind goin' crazy

I might lose control

I fear God won't save me

In a world so cold

Where the one that you love might kill your safety

Though you're feeling blessed

You take a look around and see your life ain't changin

And you can't accept...

Cause you were born and raised to never get complacent

I feel am dead to my family

I feel am buried and faded away

Wondering if I made myself a million

Would they be claiming they love me today?

They think the lack of the money's the cause

Finally get rich and they're feeling the same

They think I think I got all of the answers

Am just tryna be ahead of the game

If I was you then I'd be feelin the same

Cause nothings promised when you're tryna be great

What if you never become who you're meant to be?

All of your dreams are fading away

Would she still love you?

Would she wanna break?

To let another brother take your place

Would she run away?

Or would she wanna stay?

And help you battle every single flame

Need a black wraith with the stars on it

And a big house with a few aches

We don't really wanna talk much

All we wanna do is dreamchase

When you're at the top I bet they all love you

They don't wanna know when you're on your way

Love might turn to lust

Don't know who to trust

Make em turn to dust

I don't give a ****

XO

Sayin I been in your head ya,

When I never left my bed na,

It's time to wake my self control,

Saying I been in your head ya,

When I never left my bed na,

It's time to wake my self control

(Yo, yo, yo..)

What you know about Monday to Friday suits, but a weekend junkie?

What you know about 6 hour round trips pedalling weight to the end of the country?

What you know about being so up in your head that you just wanna jump and fall?

And you're not quite sure if you wanna come back so you don't invest in a bungee,

What you know about putting 10 years graft into all that you love and you still feel rusty?

Now there's mouths to be fed and you can't quite concentrate but you make time,

Sun down, til sun's out til day light,

Heads messed you drift on the way side,

Narcotics up in your mainline,

No sleep, put a smile on now it's game time, ****,

Yeah, guess you gotta think about the ones that you love tho,

When you tryna juggle pipe dreams til you find the one that fits so the rain flows,

And then it pours and it pours at a rate though,

That the skeptics said they'd say so,

And now the water fills up your payroll,

Then you find gold at the end of the rainbow,

And now they all love you and bell up your phone and she sign off her text with XO,

But where were my kisses and hugs I was drowning and barely afloat,

And I needed somebody to jump in the pool cos I hated to swim on my own,

Now I'm standing on the stage, thunder and the rain feeling like I'm right at home (whoa)

Sayin I been in your head ya,

When I never left my bed na,

It's time to wake my self control,

Saying I been in your head ya,

When I never left my bed na,

It's time to wake my self control