作曲：秋美
作词：秋美
编曲：Tunok
和声：秋美
制作方：音音怪@阿润
营销推广：张瑾/汤鑫@噼里啪啦
统筹：祁言/橙橙Orange
监制：何湲/Comey
出品：飞行工作室x胖达工作室
Counted all the cracks and watched the paint peeling off the wall
细数每道裂纹看那墙皮片片剥落
Memorized the silence since the evening that you didnt call
自那晚你未曾来电寂静被我深深刻印
Moved the furniture around so the room wouldnt look the same
挪动所有陈设只为让这房间改头换面
But the shadows in the corner still somehow spell out your name
可角落的暗影偏偏依然拼凑出你的名字
How am I still caught inside this loop
我怎会依然深陷这无尽循环
I spent you spent we spent way too much energy on the break
你我都在这场心碎上虚耗了太多力气
Trying to convince myself it wasnt just a huge mistake
拼命说服自己这不只是一个巨大错误
Walking round and telling everybody Im doing fine
四处游荡对所有人宣称我安然无恙
But Im stepping on the cracks to see if you will cross my mind
却脚踏缝隙试探你是否会掠过我心房
Cause Im sinking in the shallow end
只因我在浅水之中溺亡
Burning up the bridges just to build them back again
烧毁所有退路只为将它们再度重建
Drawing out the borders but Im blurring every line
划定重重边界却又让每一根线模糊
Tell myself Im healing but Im freezing up the time
哄骗自己正在自愈却又将时间冰封
Im letting you go
我正放你离开
But Im holding my breath
却又屏住呼吸
Swore that I was better when I threw away your favorite shirt
丢掉你最爱的衬衫时发誓我已痊愈
Didnt think a random Tuesday afternoon could ever hurt
未曾想一个寻常的周二午后竟会如此刺痛
To be honest Ive been checking on your status late at night
说实话我总在深夜悄悄翻看你的动态
Looking for a tiny reason just to start another fight
寻找微小借口只为再挑起一场争端
Why am I so desperate for the bruise
我为何对这累累伤痕如此狂热
I spent you spent we spent way too much energy on the break
你我都在这场心碎上虚耗了太多力气
Trying to convince myself it wasnt just a huge mistake
拼命说服自己这不只是一个巨大错误
Walking round and telling everybody Im doing fine
四处游荡对所有人宣称我安然无恙
But Im stepping on the cracks to see if you will cross my mind
却脚踏缝隙试探你是否会掠过我心房
Cause Im sinking in the shallow end
只因我在浅水之中溺亡
Burning up the bridges just to build them back again
烧毁所有退路只为将它们再度重建
Drawing out the borders but Im blurring every line
划定重重边界却又让每一根线模糊
Tell myself Im healing but Im freezing up the time
哄骗自己正在自愈却又将时间冰封
Im letting you go
我正放你离开
But Im holding my breath
却又屏住呼吸
But Im holding my breath
却又屏住呼吸
Logic says the math is working out
理智说这笔账算得清楚明白
But my heart is just an empty house of doubt
但我的心却是一座满是疑虑的空房
Trying to be rational and cool
极力装作从容又理智
But Im just a very well rehearsed fool
我不过是个排练有素的傻瓜
Am I over you
我真的放下你了吗
Or just used to the quiet
还是只习惯了这死寂
Im sinking in the shallow end
我在浅水之中溺亡
Burning up the bridges just to build them back again
烧毁所有退路只为将它们再度重建
Drawing out the borders but Im blurring every line
划定重重边界却又让每一根线模糊
Tell myself Im healing but Im freezing up the time
哄骗自己正在自愈却又将时间冰封
Thought I let you go
以为已将你释怀
Holding my breath
屏住呼吸
Am I holding my breath
我还在屏住呼吸吗
Sinking in the shallow end
在浅水之中溺亡
Sinking in the shallow end
在浅水之中溺亡
