Alone In My Tears - Aliza
Empty side of the bed
You still haunt your space
Makeup stains on my hands
From tracing your face
I replay what you said
Every line, every break
Your silence got louder
Till my heart finally caved
Now I'm alone in my tears
Drowning in all of our years
Every promise you made
Still echoing in my ears
Thought you'd always be here
But you vanished, disappeared
So I'm holding your ghost
While I'm alone in my tears
Your shoes by the door
I can't make myself move them
Your name on my phone
I keep staring right through it
Friends say you'll be fine
They don't hear how it hurts
How I sleep in a war zone
Under your missing words
Now I'm alone in my tears
Drowning in all of our years
Every promise you made
Still echoing in my ears
Thought you'd always be here
But you vanished, disappeared
So I'm holding your ghost
While I'm alone in my tears
Did you ever really see me
Or just what you needed then
Was I just a place to heal
Till you could love again
If you ever think about me
Do you swallow down the ache
Or do you change the story
So you don't feel the shame
Now I'm alone in my tears
Drowning in all of our years
Every promise you made
Still echoing in my ears
Thought you'd always be here
But you vanished, disappeared
So I'm holding your ghost
While I'm alone in my tears
I'm alone, I'm alone in my tears
So alone, calling out to the air
But you don't, you don't hear
I'm alone
I'm alone in my tears
Till the sound of your name
Finally disappears
