just another sad song (Explicit) - iamsodead
Lyrics by：Ryan rodas
Composed by：Ryan rodas
Produced by：ortoxone
Another cliche song
******* about my ******* health
******* about how I wanna kill myself
That's the only thing I can express
I don't see a future with myself
Taking drugs so I can reflect
Putting all the acid on my tongue
So I can learn self love
Would u help me
Another cliche song
******* about my ******* health
******* about how I wanna kill myself
That's the only thing I can express
I don't see a future with myself
Taking drugs so I can reflect
Putting all the acid on my tongue
So I can learn self love
Self Love I struggle with it so much
I thought that loving someone else
Would've ******* helped it
Starve myself cause I hate my body so much
Use to be so happy but I got on the internet
Remember when u use to be a kid
U would sit down with the family
And u wouldn't think 'bout it much
But u are growing old thinking 'bout the future
I ****** up with my choices
Now I'm sitting in my room with drugs
Robotussin in my blood
I am on my bed
I can't form a single thought
Without substance I wanna kill myself
Its my mistake for thinking that I'm oversharing
I got no motivation for my own life
I would rather kill myself and not have it at all
I feel so depressed
I feel so upset
And I ****** up my receptors in my little ******* head
Popping drugs I love it so much
I can't think I wanna die now
I used to obsess over love now I hate it so much
The seratonins in my head needs something more than love
Wanted love that's why I hate myself
I wanted love now I'm chasing all the drugs
I hate myself I just wanna be a kid again
I never wanted this
I just wanna love myself
