作词:GOOD 顾亦寒
作曲:GOOD 顾亦寒
演唱:GOOD 顾亦寒
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't choose
Everything I want everything I fear
Standing at the edge about to lose
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't decide
Everything I've lost everything I seek
On this road that splits in two
Six years old standing in the schoolyard
Two paths ahead which one do I choose
Left is the swing set right is the soccer field
I don't know the rules and I'm scared to lose
Eighteen came a paper in my hand
Tick a box decide the rest of my life
Everybody says"just follow your heart"
But my heart doesn't know what's wrong or right
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't choose
Everything I want everything I fear
Standing at the edge about to lose
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't decide
Everything I've lost everything I seek
On this road that splits in two
Twenty-five a suit and a tie
Stacking up the bills barely getting by
They ask me when I'm gonna settle down
Find a girl buy a house join the crowd
Thirty-two a ring in my pocket
But I'm staring at the ceiling can't stop it
What if I'm wrong What if this ain't it
Every door I close another one I miss
Looking at the mirror who is this man
He's not the kid I used to understand
He learned to fake it learned to play the game
But every night he's asking who's to blame
Is this the life I wanted or the one I chose
Or just the one that everybody knows
I hear that kid inside me call my name
But I'm too far gone to hear him just the same
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't choose
Everything I want everything I fear
Standing at the edge about to lose
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't decide
Everything I've lost everything I seek
On this road that splits in two
Forty years old got a kid of my own
He's standing in the same schoolyard all alone
He asks me"Dad which way should I go"
I open my mouth but I don't know
'Cause I never found the answer myself
I just pretended I found it well
I faked a smile I faked a plan
But I'm still that boy who never understand
Looking at his eyes I see my own
The same confusion the same unknown
I ask myself what have I learned
Maybe life is just the turns you take
The ones you miss the ones you break
And maybe all the roads lead to the same place
Just different scenery different pain
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't choose
Everything I want everything I fear
Standing at the edge about to lose
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't decide
Everything I've lost everything I seek
On this road that splits in two
And I still hear that kid in the schoolyard
Asking me which way to turn
I wish I had an answer for him
But I'm still learning how to learn
Maybe left or right don't matter
Maybe it's who you are when you go
Maybe every road leads somewhere
Just different ways to grow
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't choose
Everything I want everything I fear
Standing at the edge about to lose
Left or right I don't know
Left or right I can't decide
Everything I've lost everything I seek
On this road that splits in two