I try to force myself to deal with this ****ed up world (Explicit)

Every day when I open up my eyes

I can see you wearing your disguise

I'm trying to force myself to deal with this ****ed up world

I can see you pretending every day

Make believe you've got nothing to say

One of these days you'll shout out loud

You’ll be the one to lead the crowd

I'm trying to force myself to deal with this ****ed up world

And now on it's plain to see you're trying to strangle me

I force myself to learn something I hate