Can't Say (Explicit)

Trouble, heavy, on my shoulders

Door closing, heavy showers

I’m swimming but I’m barely breathing

Staying awake but I’m not sleeping

I can’t say, I can’t say, can’t say how I feel

I can’t say, I can’t say if, can’t say I’ll heal

Building bridges and burning them down

Distance seeing, alone in the crowd

I thought It was over, But I’m just at the start

Give me some oxygen I need to take off

I can’t say, I can’t say, can’t say how I feel

I can’t say, I can’t say if, can’t say I’ll heal

Knowing heaven is all but over

Fighting strangers head underwater

I saw no reason, I’d walked the line

why oh why am I paying the fine

I can’t say, I can’t say, can’t say how I feel

I can’t say, I can’t say if, can’t say I’ll heal