I'll Smile When It Stops Hurting - cyberlume
To be honest
I still miss you
Can't say when I'll forget
Though I try to
Time keeps moving like a river runs
But my heart keeps walking backwards back where we begun
You're not here
But I still feel
Every word, every look still so real
For the ones who've loved and lost
Waking up alone, Lord that's the cost
It's hard just to open my eyes
When your ghost still lives in every sunrise
But I hold on
Even if it's slow
Tears fall down
But they help me grow
But someday
I'll look at the stars and they won't make me cry
Someday
I'll sleep alone and I won't wonder why
No matter how long I wait for the light
I believe
That someday I'll be fine
On the day you disappeared my pain began
But someday I'll be fine again
I keep your memory in a quiet place
Where I can smile without breaking down my face
I still whisper your name in the dark
But it doesn't hurt as much as it did at the start
Healing comes in waves and I'm learning to swim
Some nights I sink but I'll rise again
Yeah, someday
I'll look at the sky and just feel peace inside
Someday
I'll laugh again and feel it deep not just hide
No matter how long I wait for the sun
I believe
That someday I'll be fine
On the day you disappeared I lost my shine
But someday I'll be fine again
