Reason I Stay Me
There’s no meaning to this song
A guy like me can’t change anything or save anyone
Sometimes these kinds of thoughts mess up my head
I’m powerless and weak
But it’s not like I started this to save people
And I don’t like heroes they can’t even smoke **
Yeah rock’s turned into pop music
But still, it was music saved me
Just like the first time I jacked off
Beating the monkey till couldn’t move
Madness without reason, impulse
Almost as if I want to rape someone
I wanna visualize what I can’t grasp
Wanna stay art-first, not business-first
I don’t know what I need to win against
But it’s not about winning, it’s how you win
Something only I can do
The reason I’m me
The reason I stay me