Ode to Destruction

I've thought enough for both of us but I barely said a word

I been back and forth a thousand times hoping not to lose

And I know I should take it slow

But I've never followed suit

And this ache you gave it dies with me

So this time I'm finally through

But I wish it wasn't true

And so it goes

I may wish I'd disappear

Let the record slow

As the distance grows, it's like I always feared

I never gave enough and I never wanted to

But still I think of you

Would you waste some time on me?

Am I a waste of time?

If you're around next year, even for a day

Would you show your face?

And lay those eyes on me

Because I'm a sight to see

I've survived so much

On my own

You'll bite your tongue

We're deaf to those that tell us truths that we don't wanna hear

So here's to those that wish us well the rest can go to hell

Life's a waste without you and me

Life's a waste without you and me

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be this way

You're never gettin rid

You're never gettin rid

You're never gettin rid of me

And so it goes