Golden Age -Ethel Cain
produced by Ethel Cain
written by Ethel Cain
And I don't wanna talk about love anymore
我再也不想谈论爱情了
'Cause it's getting too much for me
因为它已经让我承受不起
All I do is waste and decline, waiting for that age of my life
我只在虚度、沉沦,等待生命里那段所谓的黄金时代
When I'm old, and love is all that I'll need
等到我老去,爱便是我唯一所求
Swaying in the lamplight in my mother's white gown
穿着母亲的白裙,在灯光下轻轻摇晃
Holding out like a dog they've yet to put down
像一只还没被放弃的狗,勉强撑着
I whore out my tears and just keep wasting the best of my years
我廉价挥霍着眼泪,也浪费着最好的年华
Like a beauty queen with eyes bleared
像个双眼模糊的选美皇后
Got what I wanted, but it's never enough for me
我得到了想要的一切,却永远不知满足
Darling, don't you see?
亲爱的,你难道不明白吗
I'm so beautiful and it's wasted on me
我如此美丽,却全都浪费在自己身上
Because the taste reminds me
因为那滋味总在提醒我
I hate what love's turned out to be
我痛恨爱情最终变成的模样
And I don't wanna be in my house anymore
我再也不想待在这房子里
'Cause it just makes me sad
因为它只会让我难过
Letting in the wild with every man who brings a world of hurt with him
放任每个带着满身伤痛的男人闯入我的世界
Each time he falls in my bed
每一次他躺进我的床
Do you just want my blood?
你想要的只是我的鲜血吗
Am I just that damn hard to love?
我就真的那么难被爱吗
'Cause it feels like all I have is still just not enough
因为我感觉,我拥有的一切依然不够
I guess that I'll just go outside and watch the fire
那我就走到外面,看着火光燃烧
And fields of gold fly farther away from me
看着那片金色原野,离我越来越远
Got what I wanted, but it's never enough for me
我得到了想要的一切,却永远不知满足
Darling, don't you see?
亲爱的,你难道不明白吗
I'm so beautiful and it's wasted on me
我如此美丽,却全都浪费在自己身上
Because the taste reminds me
因为那滋味总在提醒我
I hate what love's turned out to be
我痛恨爱情最终变成的模样
But one of these days, it'll come right back
但总有一天,一切都会回来
I'll get over myself and I'll tell myself that
我会放下执念,告诉自己
I don't have to wait to be happy when I'm old, oh
我不必等到老去才去快乐
And that one of these days, I'll find a way
总有一天,我会找到出路
To fight the waves, embrace the pain
去对抗风浪,去拥抱痛苦
And paint the ages a hundred shades of gold
为岁月涂上一百种金色的光影
And of gold
一片金色
And of gold
一片金色
And of gold
一片金色
Got what I wanted, but it's never enough for me
我得到了想要的一切,却永远不知满足
Darling, don't you see?
亲爱的,你难道不明白吗
I'm so beautiful and it's wasted on me
我如此美丽,却全都浪费在自己身上
Because the taste reminds me
因为那滋味总在提醒我
I hate what love's turned out to be
我痛恨爱情最终变成的模样
And I have found a way, I found a way
而我已经找到了方向,我找到了路
I'm on my way, I'm on my way
我正在路上,正在赶来
Don't wait too long, I don't want you to get tired of me
别等太久,我不想让你对我感到厌倦
But I'll be coming along
但我会赶来的
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
我会赶来的
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
我会赶来的
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
我会赶来的
I'll be coming, I'm coming for you
我会来的,我为你而来