[00:00.42]One more distraction to keep me from
[00:07.86]Laying in the wake of my own destruction
[00:14.70]And I wanted to believe that I'm better but I'm not
[00:21.36]So it's one more temporary love illusion
[00:28.89]I don't want to get in too deep
[00:32.58]Making these promises I won't keep
[00:36.75]Just hold myself down steady
[00:39.63]And hope I can sleep
[00:43.50]When I dive
[00:47.46]Into another bed
[00:50.85]I'm so empty inside
[00:54.57]Filling up on regret
[00:58.20]If I'm honest with myself
[01:01.83]I'm still terrified at best
[01:05.79]I tried
[01:07.35]I'll admit
[01:09.27]I'm not ready
[01:13.83]Saw my reflection in someone
[01:21.15]Couldn't see it coming but I lost who I was
[01:28.11]And I wanted to believe I was better off back then
[01:35.16]But there's a crack in the mirror and it left me broken
[01:42.12]I don't want to get in too deep
[01:45.87]Making these promises I won't keep
[01:49.89]Just hold myself down steady
[01:53.01]And hope I can sleep
[01:56.79]When I dive
[02:00.72]Into another bed
[02:04.14]I'm so empty inside
[02:07.71]Filling up on regret
[02:11.43]If I'm honest with myself
[02:15.09]I'm still terrified at best
[02:19.02]I tried
[02:20.61]I'll admit
[02:22.44]I'm not ready
[02:26.22]I'm not ready
[02:27.66]I'm not ready
[02:33.57]I'm not ready
[02:37.26]I'm not ready
[02:40.83]I'm not ready
[02:44.49]I'm not ready
[02:51.75]I don't want to get in too deep
[02:55.41]Making these promises I won't keep
[02:59.49]Just hold myself down steady
[03:02.76]Hope I can sleep
[03:06.42]When I dive
[03:10.32]Into another bed
[03:13.74]I'm so empty inside
[03:17.46]Filling up on regret
[03:21.09]If I'm honest with myself
[03:24.75]I'm still terrified at best
[03:28.65]I tried
[03:30.21]I'll admit
[03:32.01]I'm not ready
[03:32.34]I'm not ready
[03:33.36]I'm not ready
[03:35.73]I'm not ready
[03:37.02]I'm not ready
[03:43.17]I'm not ready
[03:50.46]I'm not ready