Collecting Dust - Life Long Tragedy
On track to an early grave
And I don't stand a chance
Against the monsters that my mind creates
I don't want to be here
I just want to be numb
Escape the f**king people
That believe in this system
You know they're watching
Counting on your mistakes
Waiting for failure
Can you carry the weight
Once had a future
Now I'm watching it die
D**n my reflection
In the shadows of night
Listen closely
Hear this whole world crumbling
Slowly breaking patiently dissolving
And disgusted
With being spoonfed my death
I can taste it
F**k my soul for collecting dust
I was down and out in the winter months
When I lost old friends that I used to trust
And left promises out in the rain to rust
Maybe I'm losing control
Cough up my lungs with the cynical
The older I get
Still can't shake the doubt
Still dwell on the sh*t
That drips out your mouth
So let it be known
Let the f**king truth be told
You'll do your best to establish a life
On someone else's time
Your spirit's only borrowed
And all you know
You miss the days
When you could've changed old stupid ways
And all the stars in your eyes have made it hard
To even want to be alive anymore
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