One Day (Explicit) - Esham
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
I was born to mourn
I guess that's why I live the life of misery
Forever through eternity
My mama was a junkie
I was born into this world a crack baby
My bottle was brass monkey
I developed a brain tumor
Now I consume a half ounce of Rose
I sniff bullets with my snub nose
I grew up on the east side 7 mile area
I was raised like a pitbull terrier
I developed a criminal behavior
I murdered my first man and knew Jesus Christ wasn't my savior
Jehovah witness witnessed me takin' care of my business
So I shot him on the front porch
I took their bibles and burned 'em
I checked their pockets turned 'em inside out
Dumped their bodies in the lake with the trout
It all started as a toddler now I'm a 45 bullet swallower
And mama don't cry
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
Somehow it seems mama calling my name in my dreams
Crackfiends amphetimenes what does it really mean
Sometimes it feels like I'm fallin' am I close to death
Gaspin' suffocatin' for air losin' my breath
I see visions of doctors and scalpels makin' incisions
From fatal collisions to suicidal desitions
Nobody knows my suffering
I bring the pain from my migrane I swallow 23 bufferins
I was addicted to caine since birth
Crack baby goin' crazy so how much is my life worth
A baby boy that bounces
36 ounces I flip kilograms I slam from the hip
It's kinda crazy how I'm livin'
But I'm mad on a murder ride ni**a I'm suicide driven
I've arisen from a dead state-of-mind to find
I was blind too late
Mama don't cry
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
If I could start all over I would
But I can't if I could
Then my heart might have been good
I guess I lost all my time when I lost my mind
It makes me sad to hear mama cryin'
So many dyin'
I never stopped to think what I put you through
Much love I thought you hated me
Mama see I never knew
I guess I walked the wrong path
In the aftermath many demons screamin' my name
You don't know the half
I was dead a long time ago
Never ressurected once the 45 shell connected
With my dome I saw my misery crack a smile
So put my dead body in the pile
And wait a while before you come to the cemetary
'Cause you might see my tombstone burnin' 'cause it's necessary
Pine box my body rots with the best of 'em
Mama I'm dead like the rest of 'em
Mama don't cry
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
One day I'ma die mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
One day I'ma fade away
And set the world on fire watch the sky turn grey
