Shutter (Explicit)

Always feel the stress, growing in the mess

Continually this feeling,

Relief in nothingness.

Every day depressed, holding my head and sitting,

The days go by and look alike, no feeling alive.

Something is running through my veins,

Nothing to explain.

Fake goals, fake life,

No matter what, you’ll reach it

Just twist the knife,

No matter how you beat it.

Fake goals, fake life,

No matter what, you’ll reach it

Just twist the knife.

My eyes are bleeding

I should not see it.

It’s a curse and it makes me stop breathing

And now I’m just digging.

So ****ing bad to my world,

I want, but I never find the right words

The things we have built together

Are breaking under pressure

No more friends only traitor

Society a tumor

No clarity in future

The fewer the better

the days go by and look alike no feel alive

Something is running through my veins

Nothing but only pain

My eyes are bleeding

I should not see it.

It’s a curse and it makes me stop breathing

And now I’m just digging.

So ****ing bad to my world,

I want, but I never find the right words

My eyes are bleeding

I should not see it.

It’s a curse and it makes me stop breathing

And now I’m just digging.

So ****ing bad to my world,

I want, but I never find the right words

I got a little music in my head,

Seeing silhouettes in my closet.

I can’t separate the truth from the false,

How will it end? It seems I will explode.

I am just left behind, I cannot deny,

Nothing’s alright, thinking all night.

My eyes are bleeding

I should not see it.

It’s a curse and it makes me stop breathing

And now I’m just digging.

So ****ing bad to my world,

I want, but I never find the right words

I want, but I never find the right words

I want, but I never find the right words

I want, but I never find the right words