Heaven Sinner (Explicit)

Product of environment

This is all I been

Momma crying

Through the thick and the thin Stealing every piece of pie Cause its trouble we in

I hope that there’s a heaven For people who sin

I just hope I’m getting in

I hope I’m getting in

I’m praying to the lord cause every day I gotta sin I’m moving all this work

And I'm doing break ins

I swear I got good intentions

Do this for my kin

I do this for my fam

And do this for my kids

I never meant no harm

But this is what its been

I’m fighting with myself

Wish for wealth all around

At my Grams

On the ground

I can’t sleep

I need some pounds

Scheming up the c notes

Cause my whole family drowned

I’m sick of seeing struggle

No one makes it out my town

Either

Athlete

Or rapper

Or superstar trapper

Yes I chose the latter

Try to climb out my disaster

Hit another lick

And ask forgiveness from the Pastor

I really hate this life

I wish it’d end a little faster

Keep it real and sometimes it gets deep Cause I’m living in a nightmare

I meet demons in sleep

Product of environment

This is all I been

Momma crying

Through the thick and the thin Stealing every piece of pie Cause its trouble we in

I hope that there’s a heaven For people who sin

I just hope I’m getting in

I hope I'm getting in

I’m praying to the lord cause every day I gotta sin I’m moving all this work

And I'm doing break ins

I swear I got good intentions

Do this for my kin

10 years gone

All with the mask

I hide my own face

Cause my past

Left me to ask

Who the **** even am I

And why is this me

God I need some ****ing answers

Cause inside I ****ing bleed

No I can't explain all the **** in my head

But I know it's getting bad

When I feel like I’m dead

Now the older I get

The more I start to question

Busy skipping class

Try to learn life lessons

Like why the city taught me how to rob, cheat, and steal Instead of paving ways

For kids to make some clean bills

Idolizing ** dealers

With the chrome 22’s

If only then I knew - the trap would only trap you

And that’s just how I feel

That’s just how it is

The city taught me how to flip a ****ing brick

How to be young

And make it rich

But I really lost my soul in the midst of this **** like

Product of environment

This is all I been

Momma crying

Through the thick and the thin Stealing every piece of pie Cause its trouble we in

I hope that there’s a heaven For people who sin

I just hope I’m getting in

I hope I'm getting in

I’m praying to the lord cause every day I gotta sin I’m moving all this work

And I'm doing break ins

I swear I got good intentions

Do this for my kin

Do this for my fam

And I do this for my blood

I’m sinning in the streets

But I do this outta love

All I know is flipping work

Had no choice but be the plug At the end of the day

I guess it's me who got mugged

Product of environment This is all I been Momma crying

Through the thick and the thin Stealing every piece of pie Cause its trouble we in

I hope that there’s a heaven For people who sin

I just hope I’m getting in

I hope I'm getting in

I’m praying to the lord cause every day I gotta sin I’m moving all this work

And I'm doing break ins

I swear I got good intentions

Do this for my kin