Finally lost

I'm afraid to go to sleep

Everyday, every night

I'm afraid to wake up again

Everyday, every morning **** me

I fight with the sun everyday

I talk with the moon every night

I process my life everyday

I process my life everyday

Like every single day

It's like this ****in looping game

Guess what?

I'm finally lost

With all that I have

I'm finally lost

I'm finally lost

I'm finally lost

I've been suppressing what I feel, what I need to say

And I've grown up

Now I feel like I have a voice

But nothing comes out

Sadly it's my life right now

I try to get up everyday

I try to sleep every night

I'm trying my best everyday

I've been trying my best everyday

This whole time in my life

But it's a ****in loosing game

Guess what

I'm finally lost

With all that I have

I'm finally lost

I'm finally lost

I'm finally lost

I say hi to someone I wish to be here

At 3am, it's too early for sleep tonight

I imagine making all my dreams come true

Just in my head, somehow it's not reality

I see the same view, blinking in the darkness

At 4am, the only thing I learned tonight

The more I try, the more I feel like giving up

But then I see the sky is turning brighter now

The sky has turned so bright now

The moon is leaving me so fast

The time for me to sleep has come